sole soul 1

this is a story of a boy, who live in three worlds at once.
*i wrote this from first-person basis

WORLD ONE - THE REALITY

few years ago, i realized that i think too much, too far ahead...
maybe that's why i have so few friends? i look at those of the same age as me as a tiny, little kid.
while the fact might be reversed? yeah i realized that too..
as i was in high school, i was thinking about university life...
as i finished my high school with average result, i was thinking of attending an oversea's university.
as i was enrolled into a local, government-supported university, i was thinking of having a great college life.
as i'm studying in this university, i'm visioning of a great-high ranked job, in a great company.

it's true that all human beings are born the same,  only the way they are educated differs.
since i was 5 years old, i was thaught that education is the ultimate component one must have.
i was  thaught how to see things a several different ways.
i was thaught to challenge myself every day, and learn something every single day.
i was thaught of a life where my only sole purpose is to learn.
and since then, i earned myself a greater level than the others.

but there's something my teacher didn't teach me,
how to live without him.......
i might sometimes looks happy or angry, but there was no single day that i haven't think about him.
u guys might not believe this, but i was a completely different people back then.
i used to be hyper, ignorance of everything, except for knowledge.
everywhere i go, whatever i do, i do it to gain knowledge.
but as he disappears a bit  by bit, i feel like im gaining more freedom every single hour.
my sole purpose changed to maximising the freedom i had all the way i wish.

to be continued..